Changing so Much on the Inside
Many years ago, I was reading Dragonspell to my oldest son, when I ran across the perfect line. A line that I thought was so true I was inspired to blog on it. The line said "I'm changing so much on the inside. I keep learning things that seem to me I should have known all along."
How true this is? When you are in a self-transformation, the changes are happening in places no one can see, but everyone around you can feel. We are discovering things about ourselves and the world in a whole new way. Often, this new awareness and knowledge feel like things we should have known all along. Probably because we do know it, we just chose to keep it hidden until we were ready to remember.
Your Changing Beliefs
The thing the guides and The Light Council like to share with everyone is that your beliefs change with the understanding of yourself and the world. It doesn't make your old beliefs wrong, it just makes them out of date. They were right for you at one point as are your new beliefs suitable for you now.
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Sometimes we are unwilling to let go of old beliefs just because we have built so much of our lives around them. It would mean admitting your life has to change to align with your new understanding. It would mean admitting that somewhere along the line you made a wrong turn or rejected your truth. It requires knowing you made decisions out of the wrong belief system. So, we often times just stay stuck in an old way of thinking, just to keep ourselves from having to make these drastic changes.
My proposal is, rather than looking to the outside world and saying "there is so much to do," in regard to these changes, let the changes that are happening within you help you shape your world, with ease not effort. With flow, not force. Try and just let go of the idea that you were ever wrong or that where you are now is not where you are supposed to be. Instead, embrace where you are as perfection and flow with the changes that are coming from within you, without judgment or fear.
Bringing the Inside Wisdom Out
Inside yourself is all the wisdom you need. It is always waiting for you to discover it. Even if it looks like an outside source, i.e. a blog, a book, or a mentor, these external realities are being created from your inner wisdom. Let yourself rediscover yourself and your authentic truth. Realign with that truth and see how things transform.
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Check-in with what you are beating yourself up over not "knowing" before. Sometimes when we begin to learn more and more, we go back and regret what we hadn’t learned or the choices we made out of misaligned beliefs. Let go of judging yourself from this place and see this new awareness that you "should have" known all along as coming in at the exact right moment.
Before now, you were not ready to see yourself and the world with this knowledge. Now the changes on the inside have led you to a new definition, which asks you to be fluid as your awareness is always expanding and redefining the world as you know it. Let go of the fear of change and old ways of thinking and embrace the things you knew all along but weren't ready for them yet. Flow with it, you will love the results!
Don’t Resist
Transformation doesn’t have to be hard if you don’t resist. The more you know and learn, the more you know there is more to know and learn. That is the nature of our expanding consciousness. There is no end to this knowledge. You will never know it all or have all the answers. Every learning opportunity is the opportunity to know yourself more. So don’t resist the knowledge by trying to be “right.”
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You are always changing on the inside, which impacts how you experience the outside. The world around you is working with your vibration. Learn to play with it. You can’t control it all, only what is yours to do. That next thing you will learn is just a drop in the bucket of all you can.
